Oh we went out afterwards and I came up on this half nude
Me and Rach went to the Clarendon to hang by the pool on 4:20…these are instax but sadly they didn’t scan right. Oh smell.
It’s such an odd feeling of being (almost being) 28. More in depth being at this age and STILL learning about friendship. The fucking basics, having them, managing them and most importantly how to allow them to grow. I don’t consider myself to have many friends, never have and this might be the most girlfriends I have ever had all at once that actually work and stay. I love my dumb group of six friends that I’ve had for a substantial amount of time now. Really do. The funny thing is they would probably not consider us all a group.
Having friends is NOT the same in your adult life as it was in your teen/adolescent years. I mean I never reaaaally thought that. It’s just I never gave any girls a chance so in those years I never had many female friends or they never stuck. They don’t all hang out together and do everything amongst each other. In fact it’s rare that two of your friends will actually form a sub friendship without you involved. One important thing is that they can once and a while get all together and enjoy each others company.
Some things I’m learning and some I knew but had slipped my mind.
1. The phone works both ways
2. Don’t assume
3. Don’t force people to hang out all at once, all the time
4. Don’t give up on individual time
5. Don’t assume that’s not needed
I mostly only have friends that I like to assume are going to be with me in my future adult years. Each one truly is an individual, no two are alike and they all teach me different things about life. However they all know how to process me and my ridiculous ways and love me no matter what.
Hmm, I think I’m in for a rude academic awakening. Once I get accepted into ASU I really won’t have any time off for leisurely activities or vacations. I’m going to haaaave to take four classes this summer, fine. Then be full time fall/spring, take a winter course over Christmas break and take full summer courses next summer. Ugh I’m just needing to get this over with ASAP. It’s going to be a lot of work and I’m going to have to delegate my time better and starting sooner than I had expected. I’m feeling pretty overwhelmed and I’m no longer okay with the fact that I started college at twenty five and I’ll be twenty eight in two months and I’m just now transferring to a university. Adulthood has been here for a while and I should of accepted it sooner.
ASU application, done
Credit report, still being worked on
Spring cleaning: need to work on that over the next couple weeks, in our house and in other aspects of my life.
I’m looking forward to getting that table cloth started today and sewing throughout the weekend. I also have a ton of fabric scraps so besides clothes I’m going to start cutting squares for a quilt. That’s kind of a lot for the next four days so I’m not going to push it on anything else.
For Pete, the apple. Number one on the dirty dozen.